Rumbling of a 22-year-old
- août 15, 2018
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The barbu took this photos of me the other day.
We were in a café and he spontaneously took these shoots (how
comfortable that was, you have noooo idea). I hated most of the photos because
I looked grumpy (= my resting bitch face), but not these two (well, he liked them very much so I began to like them myself). I didn’t know what
to do with them so I thought about posting them on the blog for once. There is
not much photo of me here as I prefer photographing other people or things (or cats).
So this is, again, a challenge to put my face on here.

It's crazy that I feel this way, not being comfortable to talk about me on a blog, which is mine. This is my corner of the internet and I can write and post whatever I want, with people who could read what I write, or not. But still, I sometimes struggle to truly write about what I want. I'm also looking again and again at this photo and wonder if they are "good" enough to be put online. I guess what makes me love them is the moment they were taken, the look on my face while watching that hairy guy I love so much. It's also me being scared of the bees around us (the muffins on that café are that good) or his way of looking at me. All of these little things that made me happy in that very moment. So, it doesn't really matter if I look pretty or not in this photos, right? I just love them in their own way as I love this blog because it allows me to share my thoughts and opinion, to express myself in my favorite way, to challenge and love myself a bit more further. All of these things that I'm grateful on my 22th birthday. Now if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna try to not eat that many cakes and I will see you very soon...
Happy Happy Birthday to you! :) I know it takes a lot of courage to write about what we really like, but I loved how honest this entry is; I relate to it very much. I hope you enjoyed your day!
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Thanks Anna! I'm glad that I'm not the only one feeling this way.
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